Day: November 5, 2019

So is this the moment I move on? That the pain has become so bearable that it no longer touches. That I am getting older this month than you got. I search my whole body, physically and emotionally, but the pain is no longer there. It feels peaceful and strange at the same time, you haven't been there for so long and it's fine. I once wrote a song about it called “For The Better”. The song is a throwback to the last moment in hospital when we knew you were going and we had to say goodbye but were also allowed to. That it was better this way; you were allowed to let go of the pain and take your place in a new existence. Like that now