I am not a God, I am not a leader. Nor am I a teacher or guru. Let me only walk forward to pick up the stones from the path. Allow me to find God so that I can point out God to you. Let me walk forward, don't be afraid, I will come back. Let me pave the way through this barren desert, where the fruitless ground marks its skeleton. Fear not for my wounds, they heal with time. I have been given the strength, my inner compass showing me the way back home.

I am not a God, I am not a leader. Let me show you which way to go so that you don't have to stumble. So that you don't have to hide the rags that leave you naked. Let me carry you where your feet can no longer hold you. Give me your trust, that I may bring you closer to the light. Accept the pain, for together we will weep her. Our tears give the earth its water and salt. Together we will go on.

I am led, getting closer to God. To merge into God and not rise again. My body has served me, the scars are indicative of the road I have gone down. But in freedom, my destiny awaits. Unification, together with each other. I will lead where necessary, suffer where I must. But I no longer fear the road, I am already so close now.